Satan is appealing to my pride again. He is telling me (not in words, but in thoughts and feelings) that I KNOW SO MUCH ABOUT GOD that I don’t need to learn from other people (which God says in Proverbs clearly that I do need to learn from others). I identified this feeling when in a Christian bookstore reading the covers of some books. I decided to buy the book I was looking at (and my feelings were telling me that I didn’t need to read it). Then I told my wife what I was going through.
I have started reading the book (All In: You are one decision away from a totally different life by Mark Batterson) and it is very good and I am learning alot and being motivated alot (which satan didn’t want). By telling my wife about my struggle, the sin of pride is not in the dark anymore, where it can grow and destroy me. Instead, it is in the light which exposes its true malicious intent.
1Therefore we also, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which so easily ensnares us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, 2looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. – Paul the Apostle, Hebrews 12:1 NKJV
I experience world-class feelings of insecurity and inferiority sometimes. Satan used my God-given need to feel the value God has given us, against me. However, detecting satan can be so difficult sometimes. He can be so subtle and appeals to our God-given needs (but he wants us to meet those needs outside of God’s will). But by following Jesus I (and you) can defeat satan.
It has been said that to learn how to recognize counterfeit money you have get to know the real thing better. It has also been said that to learn how to recognize satan, get to know Jesus better.